Have Fun With Your Walls
by Sara Beth Yurow
© 2022
Your walls are higher than the ones in China
And I wish they'd go and do a Berlin
Your walls; you keep building 'em higher and higher
So you can see out but no one can see in
And you open up the gate every once in a while
And you let someone in and you let 'em see you smile
Then life goes and hurts you and let loose the moat
Expel all the outsides....
Whatever keeps you afloat
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And I get it in the sense that you need time to brood
But one of these days I'll be gone for good
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Everybody hurts
Everybody bleeds
Everybody needs
To lick their wounds, yeah
But I can't join in the bloodshed just cause you feel attacked
Can't lash out at me and expect me to keep coming back
And I'm trying so hard to be there for you
But I'm a girl with feelings; and I have limits, too
You can't attack all I am and expect me to call
But if that's what you want
You have fun with your walls
And I don't know what I'm doing, what I'm thinking, where I'm going
But I know I love you more than I can say
And I don't know if we're meant to be-why do we have to be?
When you know I have the power to make you feel okay
And it may not be enough for you but that's what you've got
Your life is crazy right now and I love you a lot
And I know you need something to believe in that'll last forever
So when it falls apart you can feel it'll somehow come together
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But how can I commit to someone who can't accept all that I am?
And do you really wanna be alone when the shit hits the fan?
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Bridge:
How do I call someone who attacked all that I am?
How do I reach out to you when you keep slapping my hand?
How do I listen patiently knowing I don't have your respect?
And you expect me to keep forgiving you again and again
Cause it's not enough to be there now
You want the promise of forever
And it's not enough to love you
I need to pull myself together
With no concern for where I am, or how I feel, too
Damn, you're just so damn demanding...
And I've got news for you
No one's that understanding
And yeah, everybody pushes people away
But if you push me hard enough that's where I'll stay
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